I'll never let you go. Don't ever forget. Tell me you'll remember. Forever young.

I have had an... interesting weekend. Lyndsey came home. I spent the day with her yesterday. And I saw her again breifly today. Ummm I don't even know where to start with this..... Well....

Me and Bethany had another fight, that we resolved today. I hate fighting with her. It takes a toll on me emotionally, and they always end up being something dumb, like a major miscommunication. Idk, it's just sad when we fight. I don't like it.

Ummm I engaged in some unadvisable activities with Lyndsey last night. I threw up three times at her house. Ugh, that's going on the list of things I'm giving up for Lent.

Speaking of, I'm giving up meat for Lent. Its gonna be very difficult. My mom thinks I don't take care of myself. I know she's kind of right, and I should take better care of myself, but I don't think that I treat myself badly.... She thinks I don't eat... I should eat more... Its a problem.

I miss Lyndsey... again. Haha. She needs to come home for longer durations of time... I don't have anything to say, well no that's a lie, I just don't want to type it all out.... I probably should though.... I just need an idea of where to start....

I guess at the beginning? After school on Friday, I went to the ticketmaster place at FYE at Great Lakes, because my mom won't use her credit card for anything, it's weird. So I went to check if Believers Never Die Tour was sold out for the floor, which it was. So that sucks. Because I wanted to go to that with Lyndsey. But it's probs for the best, cuz she's going with her other friend Val, and I don't want to intrude, and I probs would be if I went with them. Ahhh well.... I got a ticket for Bamboozle Road Show, and I'm going to get one for AP tour hopefully tomorrow (they don't sell them on ticket master apparently). So I have to go to the Crofoot to get it.

HSUg;lhda,us! A really good song just came on my iTunes. It's called Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright. It is sooooooo good! It's from the Shrek soundtrack, lol. A bunch of the theatre kids sing it a lot, because Jim can play it on the piano and he does that a lot.... And, side note, when I went to go see Paramore last fall, when they started their song called Hallelujah, Hayley sang the first verse of this song first, it was awesomeeee! Here are the lyrics, in case you want them:

I've heard there was a secret chord,
that David played and it pleased the Lord.
But you don't really care for music, do you?

It goes like this: the fourth; the fifth
The minor fall; the major lift
The baffled King composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah

Your faith was strong, but you needed proof.
You saw her bathing on the roof.
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you.

She tied you to a kitchen chair.
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair.
And from your lips she drew the hallelujah.

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah

Maybe I've been here before.
I've seen this room, I've walked this floor.
I used to live alone, before I knew you.

I've seen your flag on the marble arch.
Love is not a victory march.
It's a cold and its a broken hallelujah.

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah

There was a time when you let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?

And remember when I moved in you
The Holy Dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you

And it's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah, hallelujah

Idk... I just like that song.... it reminds me of Nick. Haha, well that's enough for now, i guess. I think I'm gonna post more often starting now. I should, idk. I need to get more comfortable at venting through this thing. Haha. Peace out.

-Will

P.S. I posted a new poll. Please vote on it. And just btw, I forgot to put the artist on the album "It Won't Be Soon Before Long," well its Maroon 5, in case you wanted to know. :)